DoN't . Let . mE . STarted

2 Calls at Once

2011-05-16T05:58:00.000-07:00

Nothing much to tell actually..Im just surprised to receive a call from BDO just now not for a job interview,but for a job offer..Sadly I have to decline...

Before that, I opened my email n Tadaaaa~..I received an 'interview invitation' by SHELL!..its the company ive been craving to work for!...But sadly, deng~..Ive already accepted the offer from Deloitte..So apa nk bwt?!..(*_*)..

Im feeling ridiculously nauseas..Im excited for Shell but I hardly able to do anything..

Nevertheless, Im intrigued with the interview..They said that interview with Shell is the toughest. N I would love to experience it..=)

Pray For Me~

Bisou,Bisou <3

Official Announcement

2011-05-14T07:44:00.000-07:00

I know years ago I was a vampire freak

Now Im a grown up and even more realistic

So no more vampy stuffs!

But I do enjoy RPatz latest movie=>water for Elephant

Ive moved on with the vampy jargons

But still couldn't resist RPatz crook smile in his movies

*_*

DENG~

The Black Dress

2011-05-14T06:57:00.000-07:00

Coco Chanel invented the "little black dress"..A style of simplicity but never depart from the sparks of elegance and fabulousness.

Every girls will want to have a black dress as they would want to see themselves as elegance as the lady in Breakfast at Tiffany.

But then again, not every girls have the liberty as life is full of obligations. The black dress is a reflection of high fashion senses, but its not the dress that will reflect one own personality, its always about the person who wears it.

In the mean time, obligation is like a lifeguard.. Without it, you'll lost and eventually find yourself in the middle of curiosity. Not knowing what you are supposed to do will let you fall into the dungeon of darkness and the outcome is what you've seen and what you've heard from the news, the worriness of the parents and the people who are deeply concern with the endless social issues.

I believe every girls deserve to wear her own black dress but the black

dress must be decent enough to reflect what you believes in life, what the believes have thought you to do and of course how you carry yourself to the world.

Bisou, Bisou <3

Final sem=Finally

2011-05-14T04:08:00.000-07:00

Have you ever at least occurred once in your mind that final semester should be like the cover girl theme "easy, breezy....."...If it does,then shove it off..coz its never,ever,ever like ever gonna happen!

I once had that thought..seriously, i've set my mind that things are supposed to be like dis and when it'd end up the other way round, i was like Holly CoW!...(especially when you are the kind of person where ppl used to called the STRUCTURED...)

In that semester i purposely enrolled myself in UIAM for Arabic classes held twice a week coz i thought it would be supercool to add up my arabic communication skills on top of the two things dat almost every human in Malaysia or smwhere around the world can speak..so there goes the add list of my itinerary n that means no group discussions at night (unless tegar nk tggu..)

And so the nightmares begin...Lectures throwing tonnes of 20pages assignments with tests and quizzes and seminar and replacement classes and articles readings...and DANG~..

I barely grasped an A for my tests..I even gasping to cover everything for my finals due to my 'inability' to keep up with the pace during the whole semester period..God knows how it will end with my finals (the results of course)...

Owh dear, guess the only thing i can do now is just praying and pray harder..

Bisou,Bisou <3

the post -20 years reunion

2011-05-14T02:46:00.000-07:00

When my dad was in Miami, he lived with his good indonesian friend.well, as they hve gone through a lot of things together till the day they had to say goodbye and head back to their own country they'd lost contact n d1980's advance communication hasnt existed to salvage those decent friendship.

So after 20 years, thanx to Mark Zuckerberg, the revolution of web 2.0 apps (Facebook people...) finally make these two friends found each other. My dad of course ( i dont know how he did it..) able to connect with his long lost friend using facebook search engine. well I guess he was overwhelmed with it as he decided that the whole family need to fly to Jakarta and visit his friend at once. So i guess that wasnt a bad idea, after all...we can drop by for a day or two in Bandung for a 'shop till we drop' moment.

So I booked a flight with KLM ( a Deutsch airline with excellent services) and after my internship period ends, the whole family took off to Indonesia.

Bandung was good..the foods were great.we even got the chanced to dine smwhere at the hill (cant remember d name of the place) that had really2 fulfilling my gastronomic desire (erk..~)...N not to mention, I spend like 400 bucks just for clothes..W.O.W..!

After Bandung, we went to Jakarta and so the stories began...

My dad called his friend and told him that we've managed to check in and the hotel was fine to us.

So they promised for a family meeting at his house n the next day, we finally made to his hse after facing quite a trouble with the 'worst in my life ever' traffic jam..

As we arrivd, my first impression abt the hse ws that it was just an ordinary bungalow...suprisingly, once the door was opened n we made our entrance..what was behind the hse was far greater astonishing view i could possibly imagined..a vast and well designed lawn...something that is unlikely in Malaysia..So i guess my family love the good view as we decided to stay at the lawn area while munching our foods.

Later after that, the mother called her daughter for an introduction... my thoughts it would be cool to have friends distance from my home country, but I was wrong..as much as the mother is deeply excited to have us be friend with each other, i cud see the impossibleness..y is that so?..well...i guess some people love built their own thoughts abt others a.k.a the freakin 'stigma'...

Dad was having the time of his life..I bet they shared the whole 20 years stories they've missed and i realized his friend kept on saying 'the good old days'..guess he missd all d best memories during their varsity years..

Mum made a new friend. with the wife of course..i like her..more than the kids actually..a very friendly person and how cud i forget her seemliness hospitality to us..thanx aunt!

We went to jakarta's best places to tour...i love the taman mini indonesia..its like the indonesia miniature park with all their best landmarks..my camera (DSLR of course..hoho..finally i have one for me..) cudnt stop shuttering pics..i luv classic architectural buildings..it reminds me of the historical era..n i always be fascinated with the stories from the past..

After d short trip, we went to a must go place to visit..d shopping mall...M.A.N!...who cud have said no for that..i guess spending 400 bucks in 2 days wasnt enough...dang~..sm1 really need to bang my head just to stop me..=D

Owh well, the trip to Jakarta went so well and dad was very happy with the 'expected' emotional meetings plus with d one great surprised dat pretty much amused him..I bet he wished d days wont end..

Bisou Bisou

Overloaded...

2011-05-12T08:54:00.001-07:00

Yes, indeed my thoughts are loaded with tonnes of stories i'd luv to share...im not gonna brag on 'why oh why' i kept lagging updating my blog..the main reason would be due to the busyness of course..but again, i luv to procrastinate when it comes to updating 'my story'..what a 'pemalas'..=)

After i took a quick glanced on my previous posts i realized d last post was on early 2010..wow!..more than a yr!..what a 'pemalas'..never mind then, i guess im just gonna highlight my best moments in 2010.

In 2010, hrmmm...i think i hve quite a flying colours result for myself..not gonna tell d no..but, it has proved that im a workaholic freak..n my best buddy admit it...its like the only thing that cud stop me is death..deng~ what a w/freak~

Reason being was that I joined an entrepreneurship challenge that really squeezing my efforts and BRAIN just for the sake of preparing less than 10 pages of business proposal!...God knows where on earth i got the feeling of joining an entrepreneurship game..the ironic part was that before i entered the game (owh, i forgot to mentioned that it was held by MoneyTree M'sia..), my dad constantly asking if its ever occurred to me that i would help him with his business venture..straight answer--NO-..y?..because i hate it..I just cant imagine myself doing business..n then again there goes the bewilderment..i joined a business game..not just a private business game, but all sorts of business games that i couldn't imagi

ned letting myself in...again, sm1 asked me whats the occasion with all dis stuffs ive been doing..straight answer--i need to outshine my CV---=)

Yes people, that was the time when people started to

rush for places for an internship..my choice was one of the most prestigious big 4 Audit Firm which is Deloitte..n to make sure they say YES to u, u need to make sure they are impressed with ur CV...in order to make that happened, u need to throw urself,involved with activities that will open their eyes and say YES u r the right person to join them..So i guessed it worked, n i would definitely be thankful for it..=)

But then again, life is not like a bed of roses, u will somed

ay hurting yourself when u step on those thorn..n that was what i felt during my internship period..of course i wasnt expecting things to be sweet and lovely..but i guessed my thoughts abt the job were slightly mislead. Of course I wasnt expecting some stranger would be YELLING at me when Im politely asking for documents...but then again, as what the late Randy Pausch had said, experience is what you get when you dont get what you w

ant..i hv learned, n will keep reminding myself to lear

n more.. because i believe that is what youngsters like me should do..

live life to the fullest n let the failure or anything that upsets me as the condiment towards my success..

bisou bisou <3

feb calender..

2010-01-31T14:14:00.000-08:00

my vampire diaries theme is used for the feb calender..enjoy!..im in Team Damon..so long stefanians..hehe..

2010-01-31T14:00:00.000-08:00

OMG..! its been months of my absentee wit my blogging activity..Guess having too much pressure in study life is not the best of all to share with.

So my new semester is reaching its 2nd month.Owh dear..!didnt i mention b4 in my previous blog hw worse my last sem life?..seems things turnout to be a little better..I finally reached my gpa goal (3.8 tuh..)..haha n got an A in my most fav subject..(LAW la..=)..)give a big applause 4 myself..!

Hopefully this year will b better..I hv soo much fun things to do..will tell my grandmother story l8r..(^_^)

x0x0..( i learn 1 sweet acronyms last nite 4m FB..TLC-->Tender,Loving,Care..=)

..Karya Teragung..

2009-12-08T19:41:00.001-08:00

Teng,teng,teng,teng.......

TUAN2 n PUAN2 sekalian ::

I made dis on my own

it has its own copyright under

'keysDvampy & Co.'

xoxo..=))))

The Serena n Tripp madness

2009-12-03T23:32:00.000-08:00

It seems that GG season 3 has been putting a lot of limelight for serena van der woodsen:

-Endless tabloid attack, papparazi n camera flash throughout S summer holiday-

-Shud sm1 tells her rejecting Brown is the biggest mistakes ever..(hey,a degree is smthing u cn nvr mess up wit..)

-Hazardous r/s wit Carter Baizen ( as it ends when Serena thinks Carter is not a worthwile BF)

-Secret affair wit a congressman..!(OMG..an affair wit an 18 yr old girl?!..Sir, u shud learn Ethics)

-Btw, S really do hve the most superb outfit in her wardrobe n B shud stop wearing all the too matured dresses (seriously B, when r u going to realize college hv to b Simple..)

xoxo..=)

spill my movie..

2009-11-22T17:02:00.000-08:00

deary twilighters...,

enjoy dis piece of video,but nvr get urself wit temper..

coz dis is so hillarious...!ahahaha...

its been months...

2009-11-20T00:30:00.000-08:00

-->too much of everything(*_*)<---

-->Less fun time<---

-->Nothing work out wit xtvities esp. NR<--

-->Sm1 using my ID for his/her illegal UiTM sticker<--

-->my car stuck at Guthrie during TWILIGHT<--

-->Sudden crush wit an anonymous spiritual guy<--

-->Of corse he nvr notice or care to notice!<--

-->Endless gossip abt me and my classmate<--

-->Harry Potter sucks!<--

-->Fell a lot during ice kate<--

-->My body look like Mj b4 death(too much of bruises)<--

-->Final exam without study leave<--

-->Less time+lazier to study<--

-->i hate finance(like 4ever!)<--

CONCLUSION

-->d worst sem ever..!<--

buying..or not?

2009-06-24T01:55:00.000-07:00

this weekend will be soo exciting..im off to damansara with my bestie wawa..huhu..i just cant wait..

SHOPPING!!..again??..now that i do hv plenty of cash to spent for this weekend shopping trip, i just feel that my brain is glued with all the dresses n bags n shoes n foods n TRANSFORMER of course!!

my gosh, just bless me..i'll be poor again by the time i enter the univ..but the bags are just so...urrgghh!!..TEMPTING, very2 seducing..i just can't hold the lust to shop till i drop!...

sounds like a shopping maniac huh?..well2..guess my fav book 'tuesday with morrie' again has save me from this shopping catastrophe..

i just can't erased morrie's meaningful thought about the culture of buying things again n again..the life of working hard just for the sake of satisfying ur luxurious thoughts and lust.....hrmm..wat a mess...

He believes that people become obsess with buying is the key that makes people become workaholic..
>shoppaholic=workaholic..

yeah,that is soo true..

the world now demanding the life of having the most technological stuff (eventhough u dont even knw how to use them..), owning the most outstanding fashion n style ( so that u look so chic, very sophysticated so on..etc,etc...),having the best and fast car on earth ( as if u cud beat schumacher?..duh,humor me..)

this kind of world is very tiring...

sometimes i wonder, why i need all the cool stuff on earth..
1.to show off?
2.to let people knw im rich (sad things is im not..huhu)?

3.to satisfy my obsession?
4.to fell that im among those fabolous?

gee..now i feel soo freak out..!

x0x0..

tttaaagggeddd...

2009-06-14T23:15:00.000-07:00

Tagged by Adli

Anda ada berapa hp? :
1 je..xmmpu beli lebey..

Jenama hp anda :
LG KG800..sgt cun n dapat 50% mase bli..bertuah sggh..

Warna Hp anda :
maroon yg seksi like tuannyer..

Anda menggunakan talian apa? :
tiada yg lain selain beliau yg 1-->celcom

Apa yg anda dapat dengan menggunakan talian tersebut :
bayaran bil yg lebey murah n sevis better dr maxis yg hampeh..

Dalam sehari, berapa posen kredit anda habis ?:
Tidak pasti

Berapa kali anda topup sebulan?:
tiada

Anda lebih suka msj or call?:
Call..bley memekak..

Berapa bilangan msj dlm inbox anda tika ini?:
kurg dari 10.saya tiada teman lelaki utk bmsg2..=O

Ketika anda menjawab soalan ini, siapakah penghantar mesej yg paling akhir dlm inbox anda?:
salwa zulkaflil

Ape perasaan anda masa baca msj tu? Nyatakan reaksi :
Huh?..mjerit2 kerana dua2 dpt result gempak..

Apa yg anda reply kalau anda dpt msj dr sum1 yg anda x knl, n org tu boleh pula tanya balik siapa anda (sedangkan anda x knl pun siapa dia):
kau ni mangkuk..

Apa yang anda buat kalau ada nombor yg x knl tp misscall anda banyak kali:
anta msg,kau nk aper?..

Apa perasaan anda kalau number anda diberikan kepada org yg anda admire secara senyap2?:
Malu tahap max..tp dalam hati bahagia..

Ape yg org akn ckp kt anda bile anda bace msj yg lawak?:
ketawa sorg2..gler ke budak ni?..

Anda taip msj guna jari?:
x..siku..

Anda ada call or msj parents anda hari ni?:
saya duk umah wit mama n ayah..

Ape perasaan anda bile jawab soalan2 ni?:
tatau

Nyatakan 7 name org yg anda ingin forwardkan menatang ni dengan sebab:
ami fatini ( minah ni same sewel like me)
meme shahbudin (triple ngokngek from me)
salwa (sgt decent n perlu soalan yg berangsang minda like dis)
kak aina ( my bos n sgt serius kerje tp ngokngek jgk)
jai ( beliau perlu diceriakan)
muadz (mulut lazer.mgkin dpt jwb soalan dgn baik)
Mr@Ms. anonymous ( i dunno who to give)

:: gossip girl s2 :: The End ::

2009-06-14T19:24:00.000-07:00

Now that the tv series has end all its 25 episodes, I can now REST n RELAX n so do my computer..all those viruses will need to be removed from my deary luvly laptop!..

Formatting my laptop?!..no,i need another option..any1?..help,my laptop needs good medication..

Btw, just so u knw..gossip girl season 3 is still work in progress n they are searching for a new girl to become Bree Buckly..Got any luck?

dat Post Office makcik!

2009-06-14T18:40:00.000-07:00

The kerenah Birokrasi that i really2 couldnt tolerate..

1. Lembap
2. Byk potpet2 time keje..Especially masa tu ader customer and im 1 of them..
3. Excuses2!..what is wrong will remain that way unless u fix it.not mbebel jd ur ugly excuses
4. Org mtk lain,lain dye bg and mbebel2 bout the wrong things..for 5mins!

...one advice for u maikcik----> pencen and go jage ur cucu...

I WILL BE VERY GRATEFUL..

Tq readers..p/s: if u knw dis makcik pls dont laugh when u c her..LOL =D

xoxo..

detach..jst detach urself!..

2009-06-14T18:17:00.001-07:00

i came across the word detachment when i was reading the book written by Mitch Albon 'Tuesday With Morrie"..
to my concern, 'detachment' seems able to attract me about the ability of a person to manage his or her feelings and emotions. The Two things that people used to feel in their whole entire life but fail to overcome it.

My life is so tremendous where i used to feel the heavy weight of uncertain emotions and feelings, which is due to the journey of my doubtful carrier..i used to and always say that my life is about handling the laws and regulations.But faith has brought me to these horrifying financial world..

Its not easy, and its never been one...believe me..2 years of sufferance is more than just a small wound..

Well I guess the book has drag me to meet the reality..Detachment..I feel the suffer for 2 years and i still hve to go through for another 2.5 years of sufferance. But, i believe that it is time for me to detach the feeling of suffer from me..I have met and felt deply for a long time, the experience is enough for me to undergo the next things that still await...

I guess when i detach myself, that will help me to feel less pain and i can move forward with courage and satisfaction..

reincarnation or rejuvenation any1?..

xoxo..

the 3kg horror..

2009-05-19T20:55:00.000-07:00

i gain 3 kg since im workin for the past 2 weeks!

......aaaaaaaaaaaahhhh!!.....

spotted--> <3

2009-05-18T18:16:00.000-07:00

best outfit of the season...

one word--> OUTSTANDING....

u can buy serena's prom dress for 25k but for blair's dress---> priceless..

baru tsedar..

2009-05-18T02:19:00.000-07:00

ive just realised most of my post are about VAMPIRES...

MAYBE i lost the will being HUMAN??..( huh?!..)

xoxo..

the list of books im dyin to buy...

2009-05-18T01:33:00.000-07:00

The 4th series after charlaine harris's club dead novel..thought i cud find it somewhere in sunway bt till nw,seems there is no sign dat show dis book is exist!!..gosh..im gettin tired of lookin for dis evrywhere..DI MANA KAMU..??! hrmmm...

The second vampire chronicles by Anne Rice..although im still working my head off finishing the 1st chronicles..dis book is still one of my most-need...

I admit, i simply fall in love wit dis book becoz of its title and the cover..the vampire seems tempting..hrmm..enuf said..dis book will easily burn my RM64.00..

the N(20m)11 virus..

2009-05-17T18:31:00.000-07:00

Tolong la....

Sesungguhnye i suda kne jangkitan virus N(20m)11= virus new moon which will be released on 20th nov...

virus ini sgt mpeningkn coz im sooo into downloading the fanmade trailers...da juling mata ni tgk pc..

CAN SM1 find me the CURE!!!...tolong la....=O

for the VampireHolic..

2009-05-15T00:41:00.000-07:00

...For the Ipohone/Ipod touch owner...

the newly made application 'Vampires Live' should be download in ur Ipod!!

Its a live game dat allows you to make ur own Clan (@ vampire group), attack the other vampire ON9 an also gain ur own abilities like a true vampire in the digital vampire world!!

im searching for my new clan to be in the team..if u hv downloaded the game, do add me using my clan code ----> R4STS..

I just can't wait for the war...!!..

xoxo..

the dULl n DULLY 1st day...

2009-05-14T23:28:00.000-07:00

..............GUESS WAT............TODAY IS MY 1st DAY................WORKING................. ^_^

yup2..last week my dad told me to do my practical in ACCONTANCY at his fren's company..

as much as im soo desperate lookin for a job to support my next sem expenses ( sedey..da miskin..).., workin as a Financial Clerk is a way of my head!!..legal assistant blh lg kot..ehehe..

Few worst things happened..n i can call it my little 1st day workin 'nervous breakdown'..

WHY??...there goes my list..:

1. I was late..hell yeah!! d shedule requires me to be there at least at 8.30am. However, my lateness disease stickin like a Gam GAJAh..n im happened to arrive there almost 9am...

2. The receptionist is not being acknowledge about my appearance as the newbies..of korse she was like "okay, do we really expecting this girl??"...so, i was like a dummy who lost in space..i can't even answer her questions right..becoz glabah(ouuhh..)..another embarrassing story..lucky one of the staff knew my dad n told them bout me n why on earth im doing there..THANX a lot PAKCIK!=)

3. Dis is the good part...they placed me wit the co's accountant ( kinda newbies to..but has been workin for a month since..), which is good becoz i have direct access for Q&A session especially regarding of wat i shud n must do..a very nice woman n she welcomed me to be use her office, which is good la kan..hee

4. D boring part, the finance manager who shud distribute us with the required jobs was nowhere to be seen..she was away for sm job related things..so both of us were like stuck in the room with nothing to do( she did had jobs to do..but me?..hrmm..)..A.K.A tgh boring...

5. My tummy was not very cooperative..1st day in the morning i feel sick n bathroom was like my next crucial thing..omg..then, i just can't resist from feeling hungry..at 10.30am..my stomach was like screaming for FOOD!!..aduh..gemuk pas ni..as for dat, during lunch time..i ate a plate of rice with 3 types of dishes, a bowl of cereal and a choc bar..hebat..!!

well..there goes my dull n dully 1st day of working..

hope things getting better by days..

xoxo

.....

2009-03-09T23:37:00.001-07:00

AAAaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaAAAAAAA

AAAAAAAAaaaaaaaaHHHHhhhhhhhhhHH

HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHhhhhhhhh....

hrmmm...puas ati..

x0x0..=O

my 8 years boy..

2009-03-07T05:13:00.000-08:00

usuf with the cat's fur..

my bloody finger..

the 'boss' wit his fav rojak..enjoy ayah!!

usuf with the cuty bored face..

...a sunny saturday morning...

..kne tmn usuf pg HARI KANTIN...

...dekat skoola agama dye...

...a breezy saturday morning...

..bdn along cm larat..tp da ngantuk sgt...

..kne mrempit blk rmh..my luvd one little bro da bsg...

....A windy saturday morning..

..along tmn usuf..tp smp sne dye wat xlyn jer...

...usuf main ngan kwn..along da ngantok n xder org lyn..

...a lazy saturday morning..

...duh..letih,letih,letih,letih....

dats all..=T

xoxo..luv him soo much!

tp geram..('~')

photofunia d photofury...

2009-03-06T04:21:00.000-08:00

Spotted..d new photo effect 4 the photo maniac..

mke me look like a star..=D..

check it out..www.photofunia.com

u'll surely luv it..!!

x0x0..

luv me..

he said ' do it!! '..i say ' OMG..'

2009-03-05T02:23:00.000-08:00

..hahaha..its just a junk headline..

my 'boss' wants me to translate the NR webpage from malay to english..

thats pretty though..duh..the webpage is a LOT!!..n one of the staff told me that those 'up there'

started to demand for the english version..ASAP!!

OMG!!..wish i cud finish it in 'this' nick of time..my frens will help me..i knw them well( fuh..)..

luve u guys a lot..say 'yay' to NR!!..

xoxo..

luv me..=O

my complacent lyfe..'yay or nay'

2009-03-05T01:48:00.000-08:00

...answer---> Nay!!

yup..after 2 years stuck in dis money2 world, i realize dat i just cnt fit in..the world is soo not for me..pathetic n foolish..dats wat i feel..always..

now, im up to degree level..things are gettin though..or worst( so to speak )..my grades slips and i don't think i can work out with dos subjects..

to make thing worst, i even join the student rep for the non-resident ( wit god knows why..).. thought i might feel okay to stay here as i can do wat i luv to do..but still..urrgghh..

my dear life..is worthless..few days past, i made a presentation about teenage and suicide..i explained to people bout wat happened to teenagers nowadays..bout how irrational to tke the posession which u don't belong 2..i even told people that in lyfe u hv to be smart and consistent wit wat u want to n wat u want to be..never let people stop u from doing somthing u want soo bad.

dat is wat i told to my classmate..wit confidence and precise..

as days past by, i realize dat the presentation was actually for me..yup.its true..of korse killing myself is not part of it..(hey..im a muzlim..=)..)..but the fact that im started to feel tired or so to speak..enuf! is enuf!!..

my soul is fighting..my heart is cursing for my weakness..im not being me..im being wat people want me to be..where is my pride??!!..

im too weak to neglect wat people expect me to be..i luv them as much as i luv myself..

i need a space for myself..wish i cud be in sm place smwhere...

REALLY WANT TO....(^~^)

x0x0..

luv me..

i present sucks!!!

2009-03-02T22:48:00.000-08:00

today i have to present my research regarding teenage and suicide...and with god knows why..i was terrible. My presentation was like a chaos and some people look at me with the face of not knowing anything!!..

wa!!...malunyer..sgt stress la..nk tdo je rase..my leturer even look at me like i was throwing rubbish rather than facts..

my oh my..wat happened to me..yesterday was badly enough and today it become worst. am i being hunt with the soo unlucky day of my life??!!..

i want to talk more..but i'm too anxious and fatique with countless of assignment..pls have mercy on me!!

x0x0=(

places i Want to go..b4 'eyk'..

2009-01-29T16:07:00.000-08:00

Just 4 ur information..'eyk' means--->Die..

i just luv messing around with words..n i beg 4 forgiveness especially to my english teachers with those word's catastrophe..smtimes u find its pretty hard to pronounce the words as u feel it do not suit u..as for the subtitute these 3 unimportant letter words can be really helpful...

'Meraban' lg..ishk2..

ok..lets get to the point..if u cn fly to any places u've been dreaming to go..wat would it be??..hrmmm...

~ PARIS ~

Owh! wat a paradise for a fashionaholic like me..ive always wanted to be here..to feel the air of artistic clothing line, magnifficant shoes and handbags, the sparkle lights of beautiful the eiffel tower at night..luvly2!

~DISNEYLAND~

My dad have been there twice n it was wonderful..i see his pics n all i can say dineyland is a remarkeable place to go. its like a magical land dat allow u to feel the unreal where such imagination is created to be very realistics..luvly3!n i like mickey 2..=D

they call me the 'ORG TUE'..

2009-01-28T08:15:00.001-08:00

Dear bloggers,
im19 turn up to be 20 in june DIS YEAR..yup2.i luv grown up,looking mature n hotter(kot..ehehe)..otak lg bgs..more money come in..no more questions of what n why..vote 4 democracy!!!yay!!..(politic's spirit..)

but the truth is..since i was 13 my frens luv to kol me the 'org TUA'..why oh why???!!..

SOALAN: MENGAPAKAH ANDA DIGELAR ORG TUA..

JAWAPANNYA:..

~Types of novel they read:
Shopaholic (xah cmner eje tu..), teenage love romance, malay romance ( eg: Rela Menanti(willing to wait), Andai Ku Pergi ( if i go away n away..), Kasih Suci(purify Love)..ETC,ETC..)

~Types of novel i read:
John Grisham's collection(the firm, the runaway jury,the client, the innocent man..etc..), bram stoker's dracula, sejarah tanah melayu(KOnON!!..blh thn laa..), my bestfren's girl( jenis bku 4 akak2 bru jd suri rumah..)

~Types of Movies they watch n luv soo much:
High Skool Musical(1,2,3..), comedy n drama (eg: wild child, hse bunny, bring it on, mean girls..etc2 yg sewaktu dgnnnyer..)

~Types of movies i watch n luv soo much:
The Good Shepard, Randy Pauch's The Last Lecture, Air Force One, The Firm..hrrmm...tua sggh..

~Types of movies we luv!!:
Dance theme( stomp the yard, step up 1 n 2, bring it on(blh la makcik ni nk join jgk..hehe), a walk to remember( tgk 10x ngs..)

~Types of guys they prefer:
BERIMAN(crucial ni..), KAYA, ORG MUDA(..ceh..)

~Types of guys i prefer:
BERIMAN, 10x KAYA, ORG TUA(..i emphasize dis!!..tp umo bpk org xnk kot..ishk2)

P/S: Dis is the enigma of QISTINA...i do feel conscious with my weirdy,yet..IM PROUD of WHO I AM..(haha, the evil laugh..!!)

x0Xo..

quotes 4 d day!!..luVly..

2009-01-27T03:18:00.000-08:00

Love is always passion and kind,
it is never jealous,

Love is never boastfull or considered,
it is never rude or selfish,
It does not take offense,
and it is does not resentful,

Love takes no pleasure,
in other people sins,
but delights in the truth,

It is always ready to excuse,
to trust, to hope and to endure,
whatever comes..

X0Xo..:D

Futsal nyte aftermath

2009-01-20T17:42:00.000-08:00

badan letih, kaki sakit..kene sepak ngan golkeeper team sndr..mmg la sdh..sok pagi,g klas cm org tempang..lg kecian..tekan pedal keta cm ader brt 10tan kt kaki..shk2..tu je la nk cter pn..tgh skt ni..kne rehat byk2...:D

p/s:..da meraban la ni..

where cn i find 1??

2009-01-03T21:10:00.000-08:00

dis is the jacket wore by serena van der woodsen in GGs2 ep.6.
dis jacket made freak out.!!its so cool n stylish.ive search for d brand n price n found out dat it made by Ralph Lauren n d price??hmmm..
to mke things worst.it was sold out!!wat da..!!gosh..i luv the purple strips.match with the naked white color mkes it look casual n fancy.smhw.i didnt like the R logo.it mkes serena looks like 4m the wizard's skool.

serena looks hot in it plus with her black boots n tight pant.owh.wish i cud hve 1.=O

luv me:x0x0

GOSSIP GIRL S2

2009-01-03T00:50:00.000-08:00

GGs2 is out!!

Guys n girls.u dnt want to miss dis.ive download the 1st till 11th episodes n all i can say it was a spectacular tv show.recently i checked on Wikipedia n found out GG hve 25 episodes.meaning 25 episodes to b download.(huh.dats a lot.though)

ami,ami,ami..

2009-01-02T22:02:00.000-08:00

2 my deary fren.ami fatini amir..YUP!!im havin so much fun there...wehehe..thanx buddy.dat gallery will remain in my coffin 4ever..luv d pic n ur cute bro.tp nakal sggh..hehe

amiku..nme i qistina.bkn qistanti.xmrh pn..tp klakar..nnt ak pggl kmu imai bru tau..wahaha!ssgh berani kme ponteng kls.tp xper..lg best dr dok kolej..p la joli2..ilya kene MMS.bosan.tp bley dating 10x sehari..bahagia2..

its good to hve my frens back..ami!!cpt2 pindah shah alam..=D

luv me
xoxo

All About my Vampire

2008-12-27T14:17:00.000-08:00

My truly confession:im soo into with the vampires.haha..
n wat the hell.i've jst broke up wit the human n knw crazy bout this 'pontianak mat salleh'..kesian2(a.k.a wat a pity a**.though).

And at least im not gonna bitching around to be with guys jst for fun.Huh.yeah.at least.Guys are soo hard to understand.i guess being single would allow u to live a happier life.(yup!!)

MY VAMPIRES!!owh.dear. my madness with twilight and all its sequel is unstoppable.jst cnt imagine the ideas of readin the books like 10x a week!dear god.bless my life.n that happen b4 my semester break.which might be the coz of my bloody failure to get a flyin colour result.haha.(padan muke..=p).so my vampire, Edward Cullen.the charmin hotty,the lovable bf(to Bella.duh.),the rich n famous vampire had mde me fall on my knees.imagine the sweet taste of his kiss.woops!red lights pls.hehe.

MY oh my.th affects of twilight had made me obsese with all these vampire stories.few days during my holliday.i came across another vampire book.written by an american author.Charlaine Harris.which abviously was an adult western american vampire story.it might sound lame n too matured.but guess wat.in a month.i've spent almost $150 only for her books!!in a month.(plak tu!!).the vampire Bill Cmpton.... i cn say better than Edward.why?becoz he's older.n older means better.ehehehe.n jst so u knw.edward is 100yrs old but Bill is already 300yrs old.which was soo cool coz he cn even tell those nannies bout the stories of their ancestors.....cool huh.

nw im still searchin the book Interview with The Vampire.the vampire Lestat would be diff with the 2 above.he's more sinister.evil creature who luv to be a monster n live for almost centuries.(i guess).no romance n luv stories of coz.well.guess i'll try to get 1 n tell u wat about it.but still.

HE IS HOT!!haha.

x0x0=))

d best nyte..=>

2008-11-17T21:10:00.000-08:00

OMG!!! it over..at last..my worst nightmare ever have come 2 an end. Last saturday was my last final exam paper which is auditing. The qustion was..hmmm i can say modest..but u knw, only gods will whether the 'A' belongs to me or not...fuh..

Well.. i guess my hsemate and i have come out with such an idea to make our last nyte look alive. we watched movie. MADAGASCAR 2..and guess wat..it was a 11.30pm movies..w.O.W!!..oh gee..i just spell dat..hee..our 1st midnight ever..of korse, only dummies would ever asked permission from their parents..haha..!!

ok..the story was hilarious. the penguins were as genius as Einstein...omg..they just move with their brain and guts.and wallah!! the thing is there..=>..owh.i wish i cud have one of those..brilliant+funny...

luv me,
xoxo=)

cant take my eyes off..

2008-09-30T00:33:00.000-07:00

Eddie Cullen

1.Dis is edward cullen.the sweet charming vampire in Twilight.yup.he is GORGEOUS.but the fact dat he played by ROBERT PATTINSON was a disaster.bt!!.my impression was wrong when i c those girls screamin to ROB how they fall to him.gee..id prefer JAMES FRANCO rather than ROB.listen girls.his HOTTER!

he shud be Eddie Cullen

2. Dis is the shoe made by Jimmy Choo.d org Ipoh who turn out becoming world famous shoe designer.still.i cant justify why this shoe sold thousands of dollars in his own COUNTRY!!..im dyin to get dis.tp xdak duit..

3. Dis is RM@ringgit malaysia.i cant tke my eyes off this money.why?.coz.its my necessity.my cash.my investment.my future.my saviour.my knight for my shopping trip.hehe.

luv me:x0x0

to those kids..

2008-09-29T20:47:00.000-07:00

yesterday i went to Kuala Lumpur.it a major city in the country of corse.i went there wit my mum n dad to buy our 'baju raya'( formal cloth during raya celebration), cookies and house accesories.

Gosh.the place was such a horror. its so hectic with people crowding the area looking for shops and stalls dat provide them with their needs. im so not into dis kind of place due to the soo many people around and of corse stalker!!..i do hve to beware all the time.

well.i do have dis interest of watching people behavior when i feel moodless to shop although i am in the shop(its kinna estathic sometime..).i luv to watch kids.hmm..there just seems free to do watever they feel like doing it.plus. they dont even bother bout people who keep looking at them or how people feel when they act weirdly.
hem.
dats nice.coz once u grow up.everything seems to have the limit. dats when u started to feel young again.They are special.some people think dat kids are just sm kind of pain in the a**(sorry wit dat..hee..).

everytime i look at this kids.my mind keep saying " how fortunate u r, life at the young age would be the best. nothing to worry about apart 40m going to kindegarden or school.".and yes. i do wish i could turn myself to be like them. maybe becoz im a busy woman who hve countless of problems dat i hve to face(haha.try to run away from problems is nt the best thing either..).

to those kids.appreciate ur young life n make it useful.be nice n be smart coz ur born wit it.

luv 2 b me.
x0x0..

wat shud i wear??!!

2008-09-29T20:21:00.000-07:00

on 16th of oct.there will be a annual dinner held in Kelab Shah Alam wit the theme luxurious and glamorous(LUXUMOROUS..i guess).

my oh my.i do hve major problems in finding the perfect outfit 4 dat nyte. i keep wondering wether i shud wear dresses like those hollywood stars or just find some cool outfits that just fit wit the theme.

darn..this is thougher than solving my investment problematics. One of my hsmate had bought one few weeks ago. well. it suits her+she looks totally gorgeous in it.

unfortunately. i havent found one although ive search 4 the best dress in dis few weeks.cant believe a girl who luv to shop suddenly having a hard time finding her prom dress.hmm..dats a little pathetic i guess.

urrgghh..dis thing really mess up my head.cud anyone pls help me??

i need a fashion consultant.i want to look dazzle.but how??..

luve 2 be me.
x0x0..

4om a dream to millions copy of novels!!??

2008-09-29T09:36:00.000-07:00

wow!!i am so amazed with stephanie meyer. She is the writer for the 5.5million copies of novels which was sold in just 30 days!!(its TWILIGHT everyone)..Gosh.that is just so overwhelmed.i first found out about the novel from my friend a.k.a my housemate who asked me to buy the 4th novel which was BREAKING DAWN.she keep telling me dat the novel is just so cool.the way the author describe the dazzlingness of the vampire(Edward Cullen.huhu) dat will distract ur attention to every gorgeous guy across the world.

well.i really was influence by her once she told me about the vampire.there goes the beginning of my nightmare.at first i burned the midnyte oil just becoz i cnt control myself from flipping page to page. the story is just very2 interesting.

An unortodocked romance between a vampire(Edward Cullen) and a human(Isabella Swan).the type of the story is simple.a teenage romance. but i feel when i read the novel.the author seems so creative in describing every event of the story.

i went through her webpage (www.stephaniemeyer.com) to read about how she manage to get the base idea and imagination of the story.well. according to her. it happen to be from her dream.

one nyte. she dreamed dat she saw a couple which one person have this most gorgeous face she can never forget which she knew dat is a vampire with his couple which seems to be an average normal human being. it was a beautiful dreamed.once she woke up. the dream seems hard to be erase 4om her mind.

everyday the author told herself not to forget about the dream becoz to her it seems so special and meaningful.a dream dat could lead her to something signnifficant.later, she came out with an idea of making a novel based on her beautiful one night dream.

and there it goes. it does give a signifficant impact to her life now.from a moderate mother, she turn out becoming one of the most successful author in the world.

Wow!! how a dream can actually change ur life.

If u have one.y dont u give a shot.who knw.things cud really change in the future.

luv 2 be me..
x0x0..

i will write n i just dont care!

2008-09-29T09:16:00.000-07:00

Oh dear. this is my 3rd blog due to my 2 previous blog easily being outdated. my gosh!! dis is soo bad coz im soo into blogging but i cant pay any more serious attention for dis.Things keep bothering me day after day that easily distract me from keep blogging again and again.

Well.i do have good reasons for being 'misblogging'.first and foremost im a student. a scholar and i have a really damn tight schedule with classes and assignment.duh..too stress with all sort academia things.i even lost 6kg last year!!wow..impressive.my friends cnt stop themselves to c my greatful loss weight.hah!it just did.so get over it girls..hehe

ok.now dat i realize dat i really luv blogging coz its the only way for me to tell everything dat i feel im right(yay!!).i will continue typing words and words in my web page reagardless the lenght of time dis blog to be update.coz i beleive the only reader wud be...ME!yup.

dats the way it shud be,though no comment will be received.

i guess there goes the inroduction.

cant wait for new things to come out.

x0x0..